I am being carried now, like a kitten by the scruff | A poem by Maureen

The following is a poem written by Maureen, an attendee at Satsang meetings with Tom Das. After an interaction with Tom, Maureen wrote these following verses:

What am I?

What am I but well-being?
What am I but peace verging on an easy joy?
What am I but natural silence?
What am I but everything and nothing?

I am but spirit-air
moving as one being moved,
air moving in and out as one being breathed.

I am gone and spaciousness
has taken my place.

Easily I pray,
with one-pointed devotion,
mind so clear that it is a mirror
whose shininess is only
temporarily clouded by vapor,
and then again made clear!

I feel space between the shoulders,
a place that before was void of ease.
I think all is well in every part of the planet, as it should be.
I cannot be rushed, nor can I be
pulled from center by anyone or anything.

From whence is this grace?
What have I touched or said or done
that so much goodness has kissed me?

Mind so very clear,
the idea of happiness so foreign,
joy coming and going
that is so foreign to me now.
I am joy itself,
freedom itself,
everything.

Spaciousness, untouchable yet
intrinsic to the flow of everything,
behind every action and thought,
this is my home! This is my home!

I’m being carried now,
like a kitten, by the scruff*,
by its mother, hanging there,
loved, totally cared for.
Doing is foreign.
I’m simply being carried!

*the reference to a kitten being carried by its scruff is from a teaching by Sri Ramana Maharshi on Kittens and Monkeys from Guru Vachaka Kovai verse 696:

696. Those who, in this very birth
And with no effort on their part,
By force of grace divine, attain
Desire-free Awareness Pure
May look like passive kittens now
But in a former birth they were
Young monkeys clinging hard to mother

And see this video where the teaching is more fully explained:

Take time to breathe, Beloved | A poem by Maureen

Take time to breathe, Beloved,
and spread your wings to dry in the sun
so you can again soar,
again and again…!

Let life unfold like a book,
pages turning with ease
and sometimes turning with a breeze…
even a book can breathe!

Relax…
Trust the process…
Trust your guidance…
Trust Spirit.

Take Spirit’s hand and travel
to where you want to go.
Remembering all is available to you,
that you are held,
and loved.
Loved.

What have you need of?
and what does your soul crave?
The inner yearning continues
to bring you home,
again and again,
to the heart.

Don’t be confused by this!
For ultimately, all satisfaction lies here.
After achieving, grasping, having and knowing,
there is a heart remembrance, a calling
from the depths of being.
It is the Self, Spirit, Eternal!

Wait no longer,
but surrender to this presence
with heart and soul!
Receive all you’ve ever wanted
at the table spread before you here,
this place of refuge!

After this nesting within,
no questions arise,
for thoughts and confusions vanish
only to be replaced by peace,
your own eternal, everlasting Self!

They say all roads lead home.
Find your Self there, waiting with open arms!

The above is a poem written by Maureen, an attendee at Satsang meetings with Tom Das, published here with permission of the author